Reincarnation?

I stopped writing for 2 1/2 years.A lot happened in those years ,good and bad.One of my longest writers blocks because as far as my memory goes,i have always been writing.At an age i couldn't write,i scribbled on notepads for hours.

I am not sure what caused the block.But I do know that not writing made something always amiss,days incomplete and myself wasted.

I contemplated for a while to start a new blog for fresh starts etc and soon figured that I didnt want to simply leave;but rather restart from where i left off..Isn't that something that happens with old friendships too?

I am hopeful that I will be able to continue going forward;I am rather determined..

I welcome back,to my own space:)

Failure is important..

If it hadnt been for one,I would have still been running towards something..which I really did not want to do..

Im glad..that at that point in my life,I failed..

Even though I am still clueless on what I want to do..I atleast know what I definitely dont' want to do..

That's one hurdle less...

Shine on!!:)

Arbit

Raste na badle na badla jahaan...
fir kyun badalte kadam hain yahaan?

Reality check

Reality can hit you real hard on the face...
...and in most cases it should!

Waking up to the harder truth is not a choice one lives with,but once in a while ,each one of us needs it to wake up from the myths we live with.It gets difficult and it may seem insurmountable,but isnt that too little an effort to a life time of happiness?

autumn to spring...

eclipses in time and memories etched on the canvas of a mind

smiles bygone and the moments of tease ,with those moments of undying ease

the magic spurning desires entwined and hearts melting in the rye of time

the moments that were,of a life

that revolved around the circle of his arms

the whispered nothings and mindless desires;

countless hours and endless banter..

early good mornings and sleep less nights

or sneaking away that last kiss good night

how can i not astonish on the beauty i see through my heart and my eyes

I carress this sleepless mind and ask to be set free

I build on my dreams now..

on the foundations of my castles under the rainbow tree

a new awakening:)

Like all aquarians,I suffer from a problem of having a very very fickle mind..a mind that can never stay at peace and needs something or the to occupy it all the time..

Definitely not a great quality to have,since mostly the person in question ends up being a extremely restless and high on energy...with a frustration of not finding a exit to vent out the sudden burst of energies..

I,definitely have the trouble of controlling my mind and staying at peace.A problem I struggled with all my life till I found the peace in capturing the world through my camera...

and Im glad i found it..because I have never felt better than in the last few months.And if there's one lesson I have got out of this hobby is to be patient and to find an ability to take out time for something I love the most.

updated some pictures on my photoblog..

http://pixellian.blogspot.com/boy how much i love clicking these pictures..i wish i had awakened a little early..:)

convoluted..

Dark,unruly,fiesty state of being
or the happily melancholic side
timid,contrived or intrepid moments
simply sweeping deep and wide
Understated and unfamiliar,
the territories I try to surpass,
the ways I try to mend
the vision I encompass
Wonder what lies ahead..
the complexities of a frenzied mind....
Alas!